i went into a charity shop as i had a bit of time to spare before an appointment and i found both volumes of rumer godden autobiography .i haven't  read her books for years,so i was so pleased to buy these two books. as i have said before, my reading has gone down hill  lately, i really do not why. but i taken i not going to worry to much and get on with other things then it might come back, my love for reading.to be honest  i feel a little bit lost, my youngest is in year 11, then hoping to go to college. we had bad news again yesterday  an other member of my partner family died.
that saying that one door closes an other opens rings true,my youngest will be off doing his thing college etc. i really have to stop being so negative, but i must be honest i am scared, so i will have to stop felling sorry for myself and get on with.
when i look back on this post in the future i will cringe to myself. but i think writing it down helps.