after the past month, which has been really horrible, things are slowly getting back to normal.there was an unexpected death in the family and it really knocked me back. what really upset me was that some of the family members in a way was pleased that she died, i know that sounds wicked, but its true.i know we are not perfect we have all got faults,but to say what they said to my partner,  i really don't know what to say.but that's enough of that.
i haven't done much reading , but hopefully that will change . i need to find something uplifting and cheerful. if anybody got any ideas ,i would be very grateful.